Redecorating My Mind – A Journey Back to Self

When love, obsession, and identity blur; Redecorating My Mind, dives deep into the raw experience of losing oneself in another. With soul-stirring vocals and deeply personal lyrics, ZENON paints a vivid picture of what it means to tear down the walls someone else built in your mind, and to redecorate with your own truth. Each track reveals the layers of heartbreak, self-discovery, and the painful yet liberating process of reclaiming one’s thoughts, emotions, and inner space. This is more than music; it’s a transformation.

 
FWL 2:49
ZENON
Bad Bad News 3:01
ZENON
Cherry Lip Balm 2:39
ZENON / K-Riz
So Fine 2:38
ZENON
The Weight - Explicit 1:15
ZENON
Let Me Leave 2:30
ZENON
Reflection 3:20
ZENON
Shower Floor 3:29
ZENON

Lyrics

  • Had my expectations lowered last week

    Face to face when we talked

    I could see

    Something in your eyes

    Wasn’t gonna work right this time

    My heart it dropped

    Hit the floor

    To my feet

    Couldn’t breathe

    Made me feeling like there was something I

    Coulda seen

    Coulda done

    Coulda said

    Differently

    But I

    Shoulda known better

    Shouldn’a got attached

    Should’ve cut the tie, when I had the chance

    Wish I’d known better, before I left your place

    I got one more thing I need to say

    Whenever you fool with love

    It’s gonna fool with you too

    If you wanna fool with love

    I hope you get what’s coming to you

    If you wannna go ahead then break my heart

    Then lie to me and just restart with someone new

    If you wanna Fool with love

    Boy I hope it makes a fool out of you

    Baby even though you were so bad to me

    I couldn’t tell if I should really leave

    Had me questioning myself thought you were someone else

    With the way you put your hands on me

    I thought maybe this time it’d be different it’d be right

    We could fix it, we’d be fine

    You’d be mine, we’d fall in line

    But you had your own intentions that were different

    Oh I

    Shoulda known better

    Shouldn’a got attached

    Should’ve cut the tie when I had the chance

    Wish I’d known better before I left your place

    I got one more thing I need to say

    Whenever you fool with love

    It’s gonna fool with you too

    If you wanna fool with love

    I hope you get what’s coming to you

    If you wanna go ahead then break my heart

    Then lie to me and just restart with someone new

    If you wanna fool with love

    Boy I hope it makes a fool out of you

  • Seen you walking round town

    Like you been crowned the king

    Of everything

    On your high horse now

    Don’t wanna show your face round here

    Should wear your hat low

    Everyone knows

    You got two sides to you babe

    I anticipate you know your way around a game

    The way you’re playin so unfair

    The way you’re lying that you care

    The way you take your self pity too far into despair

    Only when you want it

    Only when you need it

    That’s when I hear you say that

    You got it

    I wanna see how

    You flaunt it

    All you do is talk and talk about it

    And I ain’t heard nothing but nothing but nothing but nothing but

    Bad bad bad news about you baby

    Been a long time coming back around on who you claim to be

    Nobody believed me when I said you were dangerous

    Dangerous

    I see it your eyes

    See it your smile

    See it when you cry

    Only when you want it

    That’s when I hear you say that

    You got it

    I wanna see how you flaunt it

    All you do is talk and talk about it

    I ain’t heard nothing but nothing but nothing but

    Bad bad bad news about you baby

    You got it

    I wanna see how you flaunt it

    All you do is talk and talk about it

    I ain’t heard nothing but nothing but nothing but

    Bad bad bad news about you baby

    You got it

    (You got it, You got It)

    I wanna see how you flaunt it

    (Oh, oh the way you flaunt it baby)

    All you do is talk and talk about it

    I ain’t heard nothing but nothing but nothing but

    Bad bad bad news about you baby

  • I just want a taste, of you

    Peaches and white lace, deja vu

    Flavoured cherry lip balm

    Covered in kisses all night night night

    Yea

    I just want a taste

    Of you

    Been up till morning cause I want to do this slowly

    You wanna lick it, tongue and cheek so baby show me

    No don’t be fighting it

    Wanna feel you grinding in the dark

    Yea

    You got me calling out

    Speed dial, quick turn around

    Baby when you move like that

    I want you crawling back (back back)

    I want you crawling

    I just want a taste (a taste, a taste, a taste)

    Of you

    Peaches and white lace (a taste, a taste)

    Deja vu

    Flavoured cherry lip balm

    Covered in kisses all night night night

    Yea

    I just want a taste

    Just a taste

    Of you

    Ah, Ah

    I wanna kiss the flavour off you

    The cherry I can taste it on you

    Soft, sweet and slow

    I’m about to spend my patience on you

    Anticipation the more that you want

    Imma keep you waiting longer

    With my lips all over your body just make the temptation stronger

    Exhilaration my honour

    Tonight let me lead

    I got whatever you need

    Scratch me or bite me, you can do whatever you please

    (Please)

    Lemme leave you at ease

    Lights low, let everything breathe

    So good I might drop to my knees cause

    I just want Ah

    a taste (a taste, a taste, a taste)

    Of you

    Peaches and white lace (a taste, a taste)

    Deja vu

    Flavoured cherry lip balm

    Covered in kisses all night night night (night night)

    Yea

    I just want a taste

    (Taste babe)

    Of you

  • Last night you said forever babe

    Did you mean it, is that what you meant to say?

    Is it a heat of the moment kind thing with you?

    Outta sight outta mind is how I feel with you

    If I’m not

    Right there wrapping my arms around your neck

    Feels like you’d rather be with somebody else instead

    So I flip on you

    Gotta switch on you

    Can’t be played a fool

    It's not like me to lose myself inside of somebody else

    But I fold into a shell of all the love that I’ve felt

    Got me catching my breath so I can deal with it

    Please

    What the hell is going on?

    He’s so fine

    That boy’s so

    So fine

    So fine

    So fine

    Na na na na na na

    He’s so fine

    That boy’s so

    So fine

    So fine

    So fine

    I’m foolish when I fall I fall hard I fall fast

    When I’m in love I feel like my heart is on blast (it won’t last)

    No, I crash and burn every time that I turn into something I’m not

    When I love I love hard, it’s not all for not

    When I love I love right, 'cause it's all I got

    When I give I don’t tend to take a lot

    Yea you’ll know what I mean straight from the start

    Baby if you look into my eyes you’ll find I don’t hide behind a disguise to shade the truth of what I truly feel like

    Got these past demons under my wings

    Got things (I don’t wanna think about)

    Yea the doubt it brings

    When I find that I don’t take into account all the traits like his lies, or his smile, or my laugh, if we’ll last

    But I notice that all my photographs are of him

    He’s so

    fine

    That boy’s so

    So fine

    So fine

    So fine

    Na na na na na na

    He’s so fine

    That boy’s so

    So fine

    So fine

    So fine

  • Dulling my soul to your taste

    Turning good love to chores

    Living to carry your weight

    Baby I want more

    I’m not running from my problems I’m running (running from, running from, running from) from yours

    Past might catch up to me but hell I’m cleaning out your drawers

    Your shit get lost with it

    Don’t talk, just walk with it

    Oh

    If you can’t love on this

    Go talk your shit

    Get lost with it

    Oh

    And I spent so much time apologizing for who I am

    I can’t stand (I can’t stand it)

    The rain against my window pane (against my window)

    Knowing things will never be the same

    (Yea, yea, yea)

    The sky is crying out your name

    And all I can think is

    When did I change?

    (When did I, when did I, when did I)

  • (Letting me leave, letting me know)

    (Letting me leave, letting me know)

    (Letting me leave, letting me know)

    Whispered sorry’s under your breath

    Doesn’t mean you mean them

    Stories are just another word for lies

    Somehow I reconcile my feelings

    But it’s hard to keep this all inside

    Won’t you go and let go of the past

    Can’t you see that we won’t last

    Let Me Leave

    Let Me Leave

    (Letting me leave, letting me know)

    Empty thoughts are my secret

    (Letting me leave, letting me know)

    And you don’t even know how hard it is to keep that all to myself

    No no no babe

    Somehow I let go of all I mean when, I let it lift me up and carry me away

    Won’t you go and let go of the past

    Can’t you see that we won’t last

    Let Me Leave

    Just Let Me Leave

    Let Me Leave

    Let Me Leave

  • When did I lose my way

    Ah, Ah

    You know they say good things don’t come easy

    And I know that I ain’t been at it long

    But I’m starting to feel that I’m weaker than I am strong

    We all got a story we want to tell

    And I know, I know, I know, I know, I know mine very well

    Took me too long to see the truth

    That what lied so deep beneath was a lie too

    I grow so tired of faking it all the while

    Oh, I grow so tired of lying while I smile

    I can’t do it no more, I can’t do it no more, I can’t do it no more

    Gotta see it through

    Through my reflection (through my reflection)

    And I apologize for what I didn’t know

    On a road that I walk as I go it all alone

    No one’s there to hold my hand but that’s the way I made it be

    So I can take some time to learn a bit bout me

    I grow so tired of faking it all the while

    Why do I grow so tired of lying while I smile

    I can’t do it no more, I can’t do it no more, I can’t do it no more

    Gotta see it through

    Through my reflection (through my reflection)

    Gotta see it through

  • Water over me

    I burn or I freeze

    The steam in the air 

    Is filled with my tears 

    Then the minutes pass 

    I don’t seem to care 

    And the tile sweats

    Out all my fears

    Reminiscing on the shower floor 

    Mourning who I was before 

    I let these feeling wash over me 

    Reminiscing on the shower floor 

    Mourning who I was before 

    I lost the real me 

    Heat builds and I can’t move 

    I’m stuck inside an endless loop 

    My hands I know ain’t clean 

    I’ve done things that I just don’t mean 

    Outgrown who I once was 

    Got me trying to scrub it off 

    Reminiscing on the shower floor 

    Mourning who I was before 

    I let these feeling wash over me 

    Reminiscing on the shower floor 

    Mourning who I was before 

    I lost the real me

    Wash over me

Album Credits: Zenon - Writer, Composer, Vocals / Dempsey Bolton - Composer, Production & Mix / Reuben Ghose - Mastering / Bev Soriano, Photo / ilen Cover Art.

Credits and Acknowledgements for their contribution to specific singles: K-Riz on Cherry Lip Balm, Natalie Inga, Sarah Good Medicine, Sallie Mae, Kayla Williams - Gang vocals, Anthony Ka - Trumpet, Hemen (The Blue) on So Fine. Sallie Mae - BGV on Shower Floor. Jesse Aaron Shire - Bass on Bad Bad News. Oliver Denis & ilen - Photo, Cover Art & Lyric videos on the four singles.

4 singles FWL, So Fine, Shower Floor and Bad Bad News were released ahead of the album. Check out the lyric videos and the track single epk.

 

About ZENON

ZENON is a bi-racial, non-binary singer/songwriter forging a path with Soul. Performance charisma and soul filled vocals, they turn vulnerability into verse and chaos into poetry, creating music that mirrors real life, unfiltered and ever changing. A winner of 4 YYC Music Awards and Western Canada Music Award Nominee, Semi-Finalist with the International Songwriting Contest, Winner of Queer Collective Outloud, has recently composed music for a project with Calgary Opera and is co-creating and composing for a musical. More info can be found here ZENON EPK.

Album Lyric Videos

Album Singles cover art

 

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